lump sum

i am going to miss this. my waking up at my mom's house, walking into the kitchen & having breakfast waiting on the table for me... how could i not miss that?!

my mom is seriously one of the greatest people ever. yesterday she took me to the mall to get 'back-to-school essentials', that consisted of chanel perfume, a digital camera, groceries, and clothing. i think she just misses having someone around to take care of all the time.

so, tomorrow is the first day in awhile i will have a consistant schedual. i don't know if i'll be bale to get drunk as hell every stinking night, and be able to get up at six am for school. i've already started thinking of believable reasons to tell my professors for missing class. i mean, i have so many fun things coming up, & it is just unacceptable for me to miss them!

p.s. jess you missed out last night. you should've heard some of the things coming out of our mouths!

please don't,

just don't.

it was all a dream

It was all a dream

I used to read word up magazine

Salt n pepa and heavy d up in the limousine

Hangin pictures on my wall

Every saturday rap attack, mr. magic, marley marl

I let my tape rock til my tape popped

Smokin weed and bamboo, sippin on private stock

Way back, when I had the red and black lumberjack

With the hat to match

Remember rappin duke, duh-ha, duh-ha

You never thought that hip hop would take it this far

Now Im in the limelight cause I rhyme tight

Time to get paid, blow up like the world trade

Born sinner, the opposite of a winner

Remember when I used to eat sardines for dinner

Peace to ron g, brucey b, kid capri

Funkmaster flex, lovebug starsky

Im blowin up like you thought I would

Call the crib, same number same hood

Its all good

Uh, and if you dont know, now you know, nigga, uh

You know very well who you are

Dont let em hold you down, reach for the stars

You had a go, but not that many

cause youre the only one Ill give you good and plenty

all the commotion

& it's cold, & it's cold, as we walk from room to room. soon enough we will come to realise that not a single thing we can do will make an iota of sense. not in our situation at least.

button up so you don't catch cold.

i would like to take you away, take you away from this place. take you to where the cattle graze, & i don't know my name.

let's forget, let's just forget.

sparkled with broken glass

i'm back with scars to show, back with a vengence.
i've been telling myself that i'm not going to let you happen again. for the past three years.
you keep saying i really have a hold on you,
but what does that even mean?

i'm waiting in 4/4 time,
waiting for something that doesn't really mean anything.

now the season has changed, & things look different this time around
but remember, you gave up on me. well before i gave up on you.
well, we're just not the same as we used to be.
plain, & simple.