sometimes i'm afraid you will read this, and use everything in here against me.
i don't know if yr a true friend, or not. i'd certainly like to believe the best! but from some of yr actions, and from some of the things i've heard you say.. let's just say it doesn't look promising.
also, i'd like to know why i've been such an emotional wreck lately. seriously, what the fuck. i feel so defeated all the time. it doesn't matter that i just finished my hair course with a 92%, and my fashion with an 88%. something of course will go wrong..
& i haven't been able to go to the hospital yet. i just can't bring myself to do it. i don't want to see my aunt laying there, tumors infesting her body. she's one of the last real connections i have to my grandmother. i hated seeing my grandmother on her death bed, one of my worst memories. i refuse it to be the last of my aunt as well.
i wrote you an email explaining my situation right now, how come you didn't respond?
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